Day 10

I'll try to get better at writing positive poetry. I feel like the poems I have posted so far are too dark as a whole for my liking, not all of life is so serious!

Decisions
Wondering, each time I arrive at this crossroad
If this is my final attempt, finding my path forward
Is becoming harder than I imagined, as I go,
And choose, wantonly, seeking the trails not traveled before,
I know that my peace is much greater than he
Who is floating along, much like a ghost,
Morality, fate, will each seem as a dream
To the empty, misguided brain that body hosts.
But I wonder, again, if they are aware
Of the pain that it takes to control your fate
Like the captain, at the head of a ship to nowhere
And stressed by the weight of decisions, escapes
That responsibility each passing day,
Risking dissatisfaction, will you thrive in
Success as you see to the seas that arrive
To ease your mind before you die?
Will you wish, like the fool in spite,
that you could turn that wheel so tight
And rewind the hands of time that rule
Your soul, for another chance to fight,
Before your midnight strikes?
Or will this be one last hurrah
After a chain of taxing choices, and bonded
To the vessel which carried you sure and true
And follows you, to the grave, swaying like a sonnet,

With you at the head, going down, in solace?

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